Mara Wilson: Where Am I Now? True Stories of Girlhood and Accidental Fame

Eing bullied in high school she talks about first love she talks about Robin Williams and how his death affected her and she talks about what it s like to finally find your people and feel like you belongI don t really have words to talk about how this book touched me and how powerfully I related to some of the chapters The way Mara talks about the book KISSING DOORKNOBS and feeling like she was reading about herself that s kind of how I felt about reading WHERE AM I NOW Minus the fame and various other parts This was such an honest elouent memoir and finishing it was like saying goodbye to a friend you haven t seen in a while It was bittersweet it was perfect45 stars A few months after I found the video of Robin and me it was taken down apparently due to copyright infringement I had to laugh Most people have embarrassing videos of themselves as children Few have theirs copyrighted by Twentieth Century Fox Mara Wilson the really cute little girl from Mrs Doubtfire star of Matilda and of the Miracle on 34th Street remake This book was almost called K for Kid because of her role on the hit 90s TV show Melrose Place where she was the only kid on a very adult set Wherever it is you know Mara Wilson from you probably know she hasn t been in the public eye in uite some time What you don t know is where is she nowMara has had a blog for close to five years where she shares essays on a variety of topics She follows that same essay format for her memoir writing an incredibly relatable book with those big Hollywood movies as a child being that one big difference We explore Mara inside and out with her raw honesty on everything from anxiety sexuality OCD the death of her mother as a young girl her struggle with the cute word mean girls puberty her breakup with Hollywood insecurities sibling relationships finding ones path in life and everything in between When a person is gone all that s left is a narrative At some point that narrative becomes myth If there s one thing I regret it s letting our mother s death overshadow her life I felt Mara on such a deep level when she spoke of her mother going through cancer and her passing Then I felt it again when she went into the discovery of her extreme anxiety and OCD and how she learned to cope with it She wants to help people the same way Kissing Doorknobs helped her when she knew she was different and that her mind worked differently often thinking something was wrong with her because of all the worrying the patterns the anxiety She wants people to take mental health care as seriously as they take care of their physical health as they should And she wants to help get the information out there for those who need it because you never know when it s the information someone needs to completely change their life around the way it did for Mara I couldn t help thinking how much I want to lend this to my little sister who I know will find it comforting with the things they have in common Not to mention the chapter about her relationship with her younger sister It was rarely the hellhounds who said anything mean to me they expressed no real malice toward me other than the occasional eye roll They were at the top and had nothing to gain by pushing me around The ones who scared me who still scare me are the girls who see all other girls as competition who see themselves as the persecuted ones the ones the pretty and popular girls hate When you believe you re persecuted you will believe anything you do is ustified Such an enlightening view on mean girls Mara digs into her female friendships from middle school to high school when they auditioned for show choir the really big one Powerhouse that actually inspired Ryan Murphy to create Glee and ultimately didn t all make the same choir so it tore them apart She managed to fit in with a group of friends for a year until they pulled the mean girl move on Mara as well If you ve ever been bullied or tried to fit in you ll cringe at how relatable it isAnd as we all wanted and I m sure you re dying to know there is a sweet letter to the character Matilda that goes into Mara s experience with the character from the moment she read the book through casting and filming and even including tidbits from the reunion for the blu ray release Some of my favorite things included moments with director Danny DeVito and with the real life actors from the movie The character meant the world to both Mara and her mother who passed away during postproduction so a love letter is a perfect way to explore her experience with the characterShe also has a chapter devoted to Robin Williams a portrait of the man he was as she knew him and how his death affected her This reiterates her feelings on mental health being of utmost importanceTo be this truthful and honest is to be powerful Mara Wilson should be proud My love of all things Mara Wilson goes back to my childhood in the 90 s From Mrs Doubtfire to Matilda and everything in between you could call me a moderate to severe fan Growing up I loved reading SHOCKER I know and watching Matilda s leading little lady blossom from the safe haven of her books was a real inspiration to myself As the years passed and Mara slowly left the spotlight I often wondered where she went It wasn t abnormal we see loads of child actors who leave the business for one reason or another before they hit adulthood but I truly thought she was one who would continue on and make a lifetime career out of acting Thankfully she wrote this book and answered all my nosy uestions and then someThis was a whole modge podge of content that flowed nicely and was organized rather well At times there were heaps of Mara Wilson is a delightful storyteller I felt like she wrote this book A Ved Mehta Reader just for me and I cried a lot while I was reading it But you don t need to be an adrift adult who was a famous kid like me to fall in love with her stories and the people in them Mara is almost 20 years younger than me but the stories she told about growing up weird sensitive and filled with anxiety could have come from my own childhood and that doesn t even take into account the whole famous child actor thingI literallyust finished Where Am I Now and I have a lot of feelings that I need to process I suspect I ll be processing them for awhile because that s what a good book written by a talented author will do to a perso. E essays tell the story of one young woman’s ourney from accidental fame to relative but happy obscurity But they also illuminate a universal struggle learning to accept yourself and figuring out who you are and where you belong Exuisitely crafted revelatory and full of the crack comic timing that has made Mara Wilson a sought after live storyteller and Twitter star Where Am I Now introduces a witty perceptive and refreshingly candid new literary voice.


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I didn t really like this book but it was easy to read didn t leave me in a bad mood so it earned that extra starExplaining why I didn t like it will not be as easy as reading it The thing is that there is no BAD aspect of the book It was ust all over the place It covered a lot of sides to her life which made it lose any impact that story could have if standing alone Writing a book makes a writer make choices coosing what to leave out is often difficult than writing a long book In the end this book feels like she sat down and started writing EVERYTHING she thought was an interesting anegdote from her life It WOULD be interesting reading about her point of view when filming her anxietys and girlhood and schooling and private life and family if she picked ONE of those things to write about and gave it an edge made it memorable Mostly this feels like reading a normal person s life s short history I prefer to talk to people about those that we are supposed to care about Hometown Honey just because she was famous once Sorry but noAlso she is funny The astma medication and faking it incidents proove it I am sad to say that this book is not and I do not understand whyI hope to one day read some of her fiction because underneath those two stars there is potential there Somewhere I ve always been interested in child stars who grow up and out of Hollywood usually because they have issues finding further work when they get older I ve met Alex Vincent the little boy Andy from Child s Play several times over the years at a Florida convention He has the same issue he was not able to find work when he grew out of the cute phase and ultimately moved on to other pursuits Most of us have seen articles online titled Where are they nowMara Wilson s memoir tells compelling stories but the real reason for the five star rating is the poignant raw honesty She spends a great deal of time talking about not wanting to be seen as merely cute but as a person playing a real role notust a car i ca ture ala Shirley Temple She speaks of being offered roles too young for her when she hit preteen because that was how Hollywood showed her typecast not feeling that she had that special older beauty to land teenager roles and of course the dilemma of playing roles for children when you re growing breasts and starting to change over from that awkward middle school stage This created some self esteem problems throughout lifeBeyond this she discusses general real life issues that all children and people face but throwing in the sideline of being a childhood star in Hollywood Dating The Prince in the Royal Suite (Chatsfield Novella, jerky guys breaking up with you in creative ways her mother s death her sister s bond and her OCD A huge portion of this book is about her OCD because it shaped her life so fully I know what being obsessive compulsive means but after this memoir I take to heart how deep the struggles are when it s severe The memoir was fascinating and touching There s some stories of the movies of course especially a chapter devoted to Matilda Danny Devito and his wife come across truly sweet in this story Her comments on Miracle on 34th St and disappointments on how directors viewed children was eye opening One of the final chapters discusses Mrs Doubtfire and Robin Williams a chapter devoted to theoy of the man and all the hearts he touched I realized when reading about him that I have now read three celebrity autobiographies that praise the actor Christopher Reeve s Still Me where he was roommates with Robin in college and they stayed close friends Fran Drescher s short story about him being apologetic over his excessive sweating during a lovemaking scene and now this book where the author said in life he was shy and had trouble meeting peoples eyes when he talked to themBesides being informative these stories dish out nuggets of wisdom mean girls who try to tear others down dealing with a mother s death behind the scenes Hollywood drama awkward dates trying to find yourself in therapy and ultimately learning how to grow through severe Obsessive Compulsive DisorderMara Wilson s writing style is colorful and easy I read this one uickly It was hard to put down and even when dealing with the heavy stuff a Falling For Him joy to read Probably the most honest memoir I ve had the pleasure of readingI received this from Penguin publishing in exchange for an honest review Someday I will probably write a long and dramatic review of this book and how much I loved it For now I think I llust cradle my copy to my chest and cry a tiny bit If you can affect someone when they re young you are in their heart forever While looking for memoirs to read and love I stumbled upon Where Am I Now and was greatly surprised by how addicting Wilson s writing of her life was I had no idea what to expect But I loved it This memoir goes uite deep into a lot of subjects that always intrigue and leave me wanting for I m mainly talking about Wilson uestioning her faith the waning of her career feminism sisterly love OCD anxiety depression mental health care grief a plethora of topics that were all given their respective page time Mostly my stories are about being young and a little out of place It s how I ve felt most of my life I was born the first girl after three boys the only Jewish kid in my class the only girl I knew whose mother had died the only neurotic in Southern California or so it seemed and the only child on film sets full of adults I was always in someone else s world and I always knew it This I ve learned is a far common feeling than I once imagined Where Am I Now was both personally relevant and entertaining Mara Wilson s neurotic sense of humor that was right up my alley I ended up laughing out loud uproariously than I was anticipating something I always welcome with open armsJust to give you an excerpt here s one instance out of many that Wilson took me by surprise with her humor You want to do comedy My college boyfriend Sam was incredulous At some point early in our relationship it had been established that I was the flighty funny one and he was the sensible one so it was his duty to curb my grandiosity We were a living screwball comedy Why not I said a little insulted I think I could You think I m funny One of the first times I d gotten Sam s attention was when our Writing the Essay teacher had asked us to make the sentence The woman walked down the street interes. For readers of Lena Dunham Allie Brosh and Roxane Gay this funny poignant daringly honest collection of personal essays introduces Mara Wilson the former child actress best known for her starring roles in Matilda and Mrs Doubtfire as a brilliant new chronicler of the experience that is growing up young and female   Mara Wilson has always felt a little young and a little out of place as the only child on a film set full of adults the first daughter in a

Ting and instead of bogging it down in purple prose like many of my classmates I had written The woman walked down the street naked I picked this book up at exactly the right time for me It was an important heartfelt funny and enlightening read that had me enraptured till the end Oh also the motto in their household has stayed with me The only stars are in the sky It was a great way to start the year of 2017 Trying to get some rest while filming the Bruce Bogtrotter cake scene It took so long to film that instead of putting a start and end time on the call sheet they Undercover at City Hospital just put an infinity symbol Danny Joel Jon me and baby Anna on the steps of my Mrs Doubtfire trailer With Anna in 2015 My little sister is now six inches taller than I am The essay about her sister was one of my favorites Hanging with some llamas on a crew member s farm with Laurie This is about the only positive male attention I got in middle school One of my first ever film scenes but I never felt nervous We already felt like family The essay on Robin Williams and his death had me on the edge of tears45 starsNote I m an Affiliate If you re interested in buying Where Am I Nowust click on the image below to go through my link I ll make a small commission Support creators you love Buy a Coffee for nat bookspoils with Ko ficombookspoils I probably picked this book up for different reasons that most peopleI m not particularly a fan of Mara Wilson Or to be accurate I should say I don t think I m a typical fan of hers I never saw Matilda or a lot of the other movies she acted in back in the dayBut I met her at Nerdcon And I liked her Then I followed her on Twitter and she was funny and smart So when her book came out I thought why not give it a tryAnd it s good It s an interesting window into the life of a child star And into the mind of the person living through it It s honest and truthful without being painfully confessional either That s something I m kinda sensitive to I cringe easyI didn t have a lot of emotional investment in Mara Wilson walking into this as opposed to a lot of people who watched Matilda or Mrs Doubtfire when they were kids And her life isn t really very similar to mine So it seems like this book shouldn t be for me That I shouldn t have an entry point into it Or that I shouldn t enjoy itBut the truth is we like seeing into other people s lives It s one of the great The Story of Our Lives joys of novels Of stories in general It s one of the truths that my Kingkiller books are built around It s interesting reading the intimate details of another person s life Especially if that person has lived an interesting life and if they re willing to speak show you behind the scenes into how they were really thinking at the time And Mara Wilson does that marvelously well I really loved the book And that says a lot as I don t think I was in any way the target audience for itAlso it s worth noting that I listened to this as an audio book read by the author I think that adds a lot to the experienceGood stuff Well worth your time My obsession with sweets chocolates magic geniuses and badass heroesheroines all dates back to the late 1990s I have to thank Matilda for that It sust one of my all time favourite films That being said I always wondered what happened to the child actress who played Matilda Wormwood Well curiosity led me to read Mara Wilson s tell all book Where Am I Now is meaningful and bittersweet Wilson is a gifted storyteller and her memoir explores various subjects that include but not limited to sexuality religion mental health illness feminism being cute and seeing both sides of it her breakup with Hollywood and its ramifications belonging and acceptance in the normal world and many while injecting dry humor here and there Her letter to Matilda is both touching and heartbreaking and it hurts as much as when she lost her mother to the Big C a chapter which she also tackles with remarkable honesty There are a lot of child actors who d gone bad those who ve been primarily screwed by fame but I m truly in awe of this girl From a vulnerable anxious little kiddo who fought back bravely at an early age and later bloomed to an empowered woman who s independent intelligent and compassionate Mara is truly inspirationalAnd to Mara you do youAudiobook rating narrated by Mara WilsonNarrative voice style Vocal characterisation Inflexion intonation Voice uality Audiobook verdict Instagram Twitter Facebook PinterestPitch perfect is a phrase that gets thrown around a lot these days but it is an apt description for WHERE AM I NOW Matilda is one of my two all time favorite movies the other one is Princess Bride in case you were wondering and like many others I often wondered what happened to the talented young actress who went from being in everything to being in nothing Then I found out she had a Twitter where I began uietly stalking her posts and I found to my delight that not only was she talented she was also funny and smart From her Twitter I found out that she had an upcoming book of essays and well you know the rest from there I came I saw I lurked and then I got the bookCelebrity memoirs tend to fall into two categories they re either a gossipy and ghost written relying on your guilty pleasure of watching famous people spill the tea to get you through the bad writing and it does work very well I myself am not immune or b very polite very nice thank you letters to everyone who made them famous with a few agent vetted anecdotes to make them seem a bit approachable but not too approachable these are boring but it s almost impossible to be mad at them because they re so nice and so polite Sometimes though there s a third category authentic relatable uotable an existentialist bible that you want to keep on your nightstand and highlight foreverMara Wilson manages to cover a wide array of topics detailing her Chosen by the Lieutenant (Regency Brides of Convenience journey into fame and herourney out of it She talks about her work on Matilda and how much she loved her role and lived her role she talks about her hang ups about sex she talks about being a character actor for adorable uirky child and the anxiety she felt when she became too old and too plain to land adolescent leading roles in fact she lost three to Kristen Stewart which bums me out a little because Mara would have been amazing in Speak she talks about her experience with OCD and anxiety and about Ouse full of boys the sole clinically depressed member of the cheerleading suad a valley girl in New York and a neurotic in California and one of the few former child actors who has never been in ail or rehab Tackling everything from how she first learned about sex on the set of Melrose Place to losing her mother at a young age to getting her first kiss or was it kisses on a celebrity canoe trip to not being “cute” enough to make it in Hollywood thes.